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Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, United States
I am a high school student, living in a small town outside of Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. I have a huge interest in Psychology, and if I had to describe myself in one word, I would say vintage nerd! Which is actually two words, but I love words so much that I can't just choose one!

Thursday, December 29, 2011

The Diary Entry

I just needed to bitch, so I wrote it all down. After realizing what I wrote, it dawned on me! I was experiencing raw feelings as a teenager. Since I am one of my own examples of the teenage experience. I thought I might share what I wrote with the rest of the world.

I am unhappy to present that almost every part of my life has fallen to shit, yet again. Hence all the dark themed posts lately. I am tired, I have no interest in anything. In short, it's safe to say I am an emotional mess.

The plan is to hide at my grandmother's house. Every time I walk into my own house, my mood goes down ten notches. When I leave it goes up five. Slowly my emotions have been depleting piece by piece.
A lot of things have been on my mind lately and I completely zoned out. My room is a mess, I've been slacking on my school work. The only thing I feel capable of accomplishing is reading about someone's miserable existence on this Earth or better yet, watching it on television.
Next complaint, not only am I getting dumb, I am getting fat. I need to escape, and make a plan to get back on track. Ugh Ef my life! Some people say stress increases endorphins, but I sincerely think that this is not the stress they are talking about!

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